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my art

( July 3, 2009 - 11:31 pm, filed under personal, tagged as )
  • the world I draw is soft and silent like the day after the end of the world, when exposed lies become dazed smiles, but no one’s left to see
  • in the world I draw, nothing is really extraordinary: like in an usual acid trip for the bored, weird stuff is bound to happen and is nothing but a routine
  • the world I draw has no people looking any more alive than people in the one in which I walk. yesterday people were partying in the road, and I was looking at the beautiful patterns of shrieking swifts and clouds at sunset: I stupidly thought my soul was more alive than theirs, but, just like them, I wasn’t allowed to scream in awe. I wonder when people began thinking it was an unappropriate thing to do
  • the world I draw actually has no real people: they bear resemblance to human beings, but they are actually more like the very idea of them, but at times they don’t look like them at all
  • the world I draw is usually devoid of pointless words, and when there are words they are often to illustrate pointlessness
  • the world I draw often experiences loss of interest in existing or being coherent to itself
  • the world I draw is a survivor to my own dread and shame
  • my world is somehow filled with the happiness which was stashed under a brick and promptly forgotten (I did that too).

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compulsive web-anything

( May 24, 2009 - 12:33 am, filed under artworks, graphic designing, web designing, websites, tagged as )

I’ve been fishing into the web, let me show you the squids

Free resources

  1. FEEL Resources has got a good number of high-quality textures and brushes. How many uses do you see for such a beauty? The website itself also has a neat design - I like how the previews are organized.
  2. So I was looking for interesting photo textures to use in Advanced Blanket’s layout and well, I came across CG Textures. they’ve got some HUGE stuff. Texture Warehouse is also nice.
  3. If you’re specifically looking for rust, metal etc., check Grunge Textures and Urban Dirty.
  4. Mayang’s Free Textures kick some serious ass. This photographer deserves a LOT of credit. I’m not kidding.

Webdesign

  1. A very interesting read: Web Designer Wall. That’s what I call blogging about webdesign, man.
  2. Looking for something to feed my inner web typography geek, I came across this article. Web designers tend to not pay enough attention to typography and it’s always nice to see people who actually care.
  3. While we’re at it, Flipping Typical allows you to have a look at all of your popular fonts simultaneously.

Inspiration and beauty

  1. Most of the web uses light background with dark text. I tend to like quite the opposite. Guess what Light on Dark showcases?
  2. GraphicHug is a place for everything beautifully designed. I spent the whole day browsing it.
  3. Talking about beautiful designs, Peter Pearson’s portfolio is breathtaking. A true work of art.
  4. Stepping into the more artistic territory: Furiae showcases some impressive digital artworks. Think that for a while I thought they were edited photos.
  5. If you thought that art in Asia was all about manga and such, let me show how wrong you were.
  6. I usually don’t care about photography but Chema Madoz’s work is just brilliant.

people have way too much to say about art.

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Fractal music and a webcomic without pictures

( May 6, 2009 - 8:05 pm, filed under none of the above, tagged as , , )

Stuff is going on, but there’s not much to be said right now. I’m working on Blind Dreaming’s new index, Advanced Blanked’s layout (which is apparently turning out very fine), a fanlisting for weasels, stuff for Dark Claws, some new artworks and an animation exam. I’ll let you see later.

In the meanwhile, some interesting stuff. I have just discovered about the existence of fractal music; check this out. I’ve searched the web for more but any site I’ve found is either long dead or has midi files which I can’t listen to, so if you happen to be interested in this kind of stuff you’ll have to google it yourself.

The same person who composed that piece I’ve linked to also runs a very interesting webcomic called Dreaming of Eden. Top-notch stuff, if you ask me; sounds a lot like Mewtwo in Myuutsuu no Gyakushuu. Listen to that piece of fractal music while reading this webcomic, it will all make more sense. Too bad it seems to be discontinued.

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that anime and manga rant

( February 7, 2009 - 3:02 pm, filed under none of the above, tagged as , )

About a month ago, I had a talk with VG about these alleged “western mangaka”, which are people from America or Europe who want to become manga artists even if they’re not Japanese. Now, this could seem like a choice of life like any other, and I’d like to make clear that I’m not saying they shouldn’t be allowed to become mangaka if they want to; what I’m questioning is the whole line of thought behind this choice.

As one might expect, most of these people have been reading manga since their childhood or youth, liked a few select series and then wanted to emulate their favorite authors by drawing with their style. This clearly explains why these “artists” seldom to never come to develop their own style.
One could say it’s just their way to give credit to that particular artist, much like fan art, but fan artists are not going to get a living from their creations as long as they keep working on derivative art. These other ones have as their greatest aspiration to get paid for their work, and when they do they’re stealing someone else’s talent.

On this same line, I think that the whole western mangaka business is about stealing Japanese culture. In Japan, manga is not a recent fad; the first examples of manga can be traced back to the 19th century with Hokusai. As of now, manga is an essential part of their culture; think that the first examples of pizza are almost contemporary to Hokusai’s manga to get an idea of how important can 150 years be. But while pizza began spreading worldwide in the late 19th century, modern manga began to be translated and sold outside of Japan only about thirty years ago. Not only that, but manga is also strictly tied to Japanese culture and traditions, thus making impossible for westerners to make “real” manga as they lack the necessary references to appeal to the public in the first place. Then, if they only want to use a manga-like drawing style to make comics to be sold in America and Europe, they should reflect more about their choice.

For example, some weeks ago I saw the first number of this new comic drew by an Italian girl. It had this manga-like style with dull lineart and ugly drawings, and this cover which was made of a badly digital-colored picture with the title in Monotype Corsiva. As you can imagine, the fact someone actually thought of publishing her work felt like an insultment to me. Not only it had as much quality as a thirteen-years-old’s first attempt with comics, it was almost as if she was using a random manga style to be as hip and trendy as possible.

What I’m saying could work with anything, of course. If some Russian wrote a great comic and everybody started to emulate him it would really be the same, but since here we’re talking about manga, here’s it.
The worst thing is that these western mangaka could actually be decent comic artists if they bothered to think about their work and developed their own style, but no, they want to live in someone else’s shadow and in another culture’s shadow, unable to understand that what they’re actually doing is nothing short of insulting their pet authors.

Will post new artworks later.

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Kamaitachi are, indeed, cool.

( December 23, 2008 - 4:47 pm, filed under fanlistings, personal, tagged as , )

I did write the page about Sneasel and the kamaitachi and it’s not a rip-off of the Trivia on the Angeltower Dex Sneasel page! I wrote a lot more about the kamaitachi itself and found more similarities between Sneasel and the Japanese demon.
This also makes me think that I should really make a fanlisting for weasels. weird that nobody has thought of that before, I believed they were a common favorite among people on the Internet :O

On other news, I’m at my parents’ home right now. Yesterday I had a long talk with my mom about school work and she told me a lot about how to improve (in case you didn’t know, she’s an artist, so she does know). I was also doing a drawing of some eggs on a cloth as a school assignment and she joined me, and it was very interesting to compare the results; hers was based on clean lineart, mine on masses and shading. Even the way we held the pencils was completely different - she kept the pencil from the top and moved it at a 60° angle from the sheet, I kept it from the tip and moved it so that the left side of the hand would constantly touch the paper and get dirty. Too bad I had to paint over mine as part of the assignment, I’d very much have liked to post both drawings here.

Now I’m going to the optician. I think my sight has gotten worse recently. :|

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